New buddy
Published on 09/12/2025
Bro, let me tell you what’s going on.
I reconnected with this Arab guy my age, someone I used to be in class with when we were younger. We started meeting again—just coffees, chill conversations, nothing crazy.
He’s versatile. I’m a bottom.
But we kept it friendly.
Then one night on Snap, he adds me… and out of nowhere he sends me a video of him fucking some guy.
Deep throat, messy kissing filmed from below, the guy grabbing his waist… bro, it was wild.
Then he sends more snaps—him jerking off, his dick hard in his hand, staring at the camera like:
“Come jerk off with me.”
I’m not gonna lie: that shit hit me hard.
I refused, because I’m not single.
But I kept seeing him anyway, acting like nothing happened.
The next day we talk about it face to face.
He tells me:
“Bro, I just shot my shot. You’re allowed to say no. It’s cool.”
The problem isn’t him.
It’s me.
Because the tension is insane.
Every time I see him, my body wants him more than I wanna admit.
When I look at him, I’m scared I’ll crack.
I keep replaying that video in my head, imagining myself as the guy he was fucking.
I picture him standing in front of me, jeans tight, his bulge heavy and obvious under the denim.
I picture my hand sliding over it, squeezing it, making him breathe harder.
I see us outside, in a quiet street or in his car, me on my knees, sucking his dick deep, drool all over his shaft and balls.
Him holding my head but always asking,
“You good? Can I go deeper?”
and me answering,
“Yeah… keep going.”
I imagine him in missionary too, on top of me, lips on mine, his body pressing into mine while he pushes inside me slowly, both of us kissing while I open up for him.
I don’t know what it is about this guy.
Something in his eyes, in his vibe… he makes me literally soak the chair every time we meet.
And we’re gonna meet again.
And I’m scared, really scared, that I won’t resist.
That I’ll end up in a bed with him, naked against him, forgetting I’m in a relationship.
I’ll keep you guys updated.
This is heading straight for trouble… and some long-ass nights.
❤️