My name is Kamel, I’m 28, straight. My budd Halim is 27, also straight, and we’ve always been really close.

Since we were about 18, back when we were still in our home country, we had this habit of jerking off together while watching porn. It stayed between us. Never told anyone.

For us, it wasn’t about labels. It was just something we shared — a way to explore our sexuality without overthinking it.

A lot of young guys go through stuff like that… but most stop at some point.

We didn’t.

One day he texts me:
— Come through, let’s have some fun
— You got something good to watch?
— Trust me, I got something different
— Alright, I’m coming

I get to his place. Door open. He’s chilling on the couch, snacks ready.

We talk for a bit, then he goes:
— Let’s start

We both pull ourselves out, he starts the video… and I immediately notice it’s not typical porn.

— What is this?
He laughs:
— Just watch

At first I’m confused. Then I start watching more closely.

It’s raw, intense, very real.

I tell him he’s crazy… but I don’t leave.

And somehow… it gets to me.

I get hard. I start touching myself, just like him.

We get into it. Watching. Reacting.

— I’m about to cum
— Same

We finish together.

Afterwards I laugh:
— That was unexpected
He just shrugs:
— It’s just curiosity… nothing more

A week later, at work, I see another guy watching the same kind of content. No shame, no hiding.

That night, I go back home.

I remember everything.

And I check it out again.

At first curiosity.

Then interest.

Then something stronger.

I didn’t expect it… but yeah.

It got to me.